In the life of Kadeem.DL
In my recent years, I was an undergrad at the University of Toronto studying Anthropology, but I am currently on leave. I believe cultivation of the soul is as important as cultivation of the mind. In other aspects of life, I enjoy hiking, video games, general science and metaphysics. I have a strong group of friends that share the same views as myself and are loyal. I'm 23 and I'm sure you'll be interested in my life. I'm down to Earth and I accept all new ideas openly.
Thursday, March 5, 2015
Travelling around Canada with WWOOF
Hello readers, I've recently started up a Tilt campaign to raise money for my girlfriend and I to travel around Canada with WWOOF. This is something I want to do to immerse myself more in the field of Anthropology before I return to school next year. I want to get more into the outdoors and learn about different environmental initiavtives, as well as meet a plethora of new individuals that could expand my knowledge and academic network. So i'm asking anyone to donate what you can
Cheers
Link is below, donate what ever you can
Monday, February 23, 2015
The Sacred method for smoking weed
- Step 1 - Hold the intention of 'exploring the high' in the mind before a smoke session. By 'exploring' we mean observing it in detail, while at the same time focusing on getting higher and higher.
- Step 2 - Take a puff of smoke and hold it in the lungs in a calm, relaxed manner.
- Step 3 - While holding this breath, notice the onset of 'the high' as it enters the lungs and spreads throughout the body. Be particularly observant of the high feelings in the area of the heart.
- Step 4 - Exhale while remaining focused on your observation of the high state now present in the body/mind. Let thoughts continue to slip away to the point that only awareness of the high remains. Know that you can be a state of mind rather than a string of thoughts.
- Step 5 - Know that the high is a sacred thing. It is an opportunity for unlimited personal gain, and to view it as such opens the door to this potential. Remain focused on the high itself and when thoughts intrude, return to that focus. As the mind remains focused on only the high, the high is then amplified even more.
- Step 6 - The high is at this point, even higher than it was originally. In other words, the pitch of feeling and level of energy associated with it are increasing to greater and greater levels. This occurs because anything the mind focuses upon it increases. Don't get overwhelmed by this. Stay relaxed, and see just how far you can 'explore the high'. As the high increases stay focused upon it, and this will increase it even more, especially with a second and third puff. It will be felt bodywide, but take particular notice of the feelings in the heart, the head and base of the spine. Stay with this focus for at least 20 minutes...
- Getting much higher than usual on less herb.
- The high tends to be much longer lasting.
- Inner awareness is increased, and so is a sense of accomplishment and personal discipline.
- Spiritual revelations often occur. Such states as ‘Christ consciousness', or simply an increase in love and good will can be felt within.
- An introduction to the practice of meditation, using the smoke as a center of focus is gained.
DMT prayer
This sacrament, this prayer, beyond the world of lies
Guide me clearly through that which I dont understand
Give me strength to find the path
Help me fight any demons as you flow through me wholely
This is my prayer, that you protect me from evil, and bring me closer to peace
And open up my eyes, so i can see things as you do
Amen
Thursday, January 29, 2015
Indie game design
I truly believe that and if I were given the chance, I really would give all my money away for fun and happiness. What was interesting though was that a game developer by the name of Happy Badger Studio favorited and retweeted that and got the attention of 8 other people, the majority of which were game developers. This created a lot of excitement in me because there's no medium in the world that I enjoy more than video games and the fact that so many other people in the world view it like that as well just gives me all the more incentive to pursue this full fledged.
Something that has always kept me from really pursuing this is the idea that once I delve into it, that's what I'll be...A gamer, a nerd, a geek..."I can't believe he still plays video games"--things I've heard all too often. All the while though I've been constantly growing and becoming more immune to the personal opinions of others. Why not do everything i'm good at? Yeah, i'm ultimately hoping to become an Anthropologist to study ancient history and human culture but why can't I also start my own game development studio? There is no one saying I can't but there is a world around me designed to suit people good at just one thing.
Through my efforts, I want to prove to myself and eventually the world that you should pursue what ever you love and feel like you'd be able to meaningfully contribute to. Even now as I write this I find myself torn between dedicating my mental energy to gaming or anthropology because of how I've been conditioned. I'm going to keep pushing though because I love both these things and I just want to do as much as I can with them. I'm a jack of all trades and I want the world to know i'm here to create and share in the beauty of all creation.
Peace and Love
Darth Kadd
Friday, September 12, 2014
Self Sufficiency
Friday, August 22, 2014
Where I go from here
I just wanted to take a moment to describe my position as the creator and main writer for this blog. I've gone through a lot of transitions in my life trying to grasp on to something that I thought was me, something that I felt would allow me to use all of my talents and also challenge me mentally and physically. Essentially what I mean is, I wondered what I'd do to be successful in life. Initially my idea was to become a doctor but as I dived into the material, I found it far less appealing than I had previously thought. So for a while I was distraught, I remember I had always pondered about archaeology but I never thought of it as a career choice because it wasn't as profitable as something in the medical or engineering field. These were things I was told by people around including my mentor and various educators I knew. I allowed my life to be driven by the desires of others and the lust for money. I've grown to state now where material possessions are no longer the forefront of my enjoyment. I no longer hold consumerism as my means of living and being happy. I care more now about my connection with the universe and understanding the natural mechanics around me so I can live harmoniously with it. I have Dmt (dimethyltryptamine) to thank for that, it allowed me to go into the deepest expanses of myself (I will describe my experiences on dmt in a later post) .
I started hiking a lot as a consequence of teachings I was putting into practice and realized that when I was alone in the forest, I felt a unique sense of belonging like being out there was where I was truly tested as a human being. All the while, I was continually immersed in esoteric ancient teachings and philosophies, helping to hone me spritually. So now it's the end of summer I'm ready to live and flourish without worrying about what other people think I should be doing. I'm moving at my own pace and it feels really good. Anthropology is a subject I feel encapsulates the things I am most interested in, like ancient history, evolution and human culture. I want to eventually immerse myself completely in the field and become one of the greatest anthropologists that ever lived. The Leakey family will be among the greats I will be immortalized with, contrasting the sheer vision I have for contributing to the field.